I stayed home sick from work today. I've been feeling like crap and since there was enough warm bodies at work they weren't going to miss me. I woke up early though and dealt with a lot of the crap that had been lying around my room since Christmas and before, getting rid of gift packaging and getting things sorted a bit. It'll be nice to move to my new place and have some space to breath [jsf].
While I stayed home sick Lydia came over. We watched a taped copy of The Office from last night and then the Canucks versus Devils game. After that we talked, and played video games in my room while I tried not to say totally wrong things like that I enjoyed being along as much as I enjoyed being with her. I managed to say that stupid thing, but I was able to explain that what I mean is that I enjoy both.
Hopefully my feet weren't too far into my mouth on that one.
What I meant was that I have become accustomed to being alone, and so I do enjoy that. Plus I'm not a great entertainer and we're still at the point where I need to entertain her when we're together as opposed to just being me. Which isn't to say I'm fake around her, but if she's over I don't want to be rude and just watch the television shows that I want to watch, or read a book or something, I need to do something that we can all enjoy. I don't know if that makes sense, I just am used to only have to worry about myself, and so it's not always easy to focus on two.
Hopefully I cleared that up after she got home and we started chatting on MSN, which we're still doing as I type this. She's telling me her friends are all very interested in when the two of us are going to have sex. That's something I'm a bit nervous about seeing as since Lydia is my first real girlfriend I'm a virgin.
I have a joke that I was saving for if I ever did standup and it goes like this:
I'm a virgin and I'm a bit worried about being able to perform well sexually. You know sometimes when I'm masturbating I find that I have to fake an orgasm. I moan, and roll over tell myself that I'm the greatest and have a smoke.
Now I'm sleepy, and I want to go to bed. I'm going to say goodnight to you, then I'm going to say goodnight to Lyida and then it's time to go to bed.